What's a ficus?

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 00:43:45 GMT

so let's see. I don't really have all that much to say. I cleaned my basement all nice and pretty this afternoon. Jay and I are doing great, it's been a little over 2 years now! It doesn't feel like it at all, which is good. :) School starts next Tuesday...that'll be interesting...eek! HAHAHAH...anywhoo...just thought I'd type some stuff...I'm bored, can you tell?

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 00:47:27 GMT

So, let's see.

Well, Jay's gone to GenCon this week, and won't be back till late Sunday night/early Monday morning. :( Yeah, I dunno. Right now I feel like such a whiny, bitching girlfriend, because I feel like I call Jay too much. Or I get upset when he doesn't call me when he says he's going too. But, it's not just him that I get upset about when he doesn't call...I hate it when anybody says that they are going to call and then they don't. So, sorry about this one, Jay! But anyways, I feel like I call him too much because I called him a few times yesterday, and he never answered, and then I called him a few times today and he had his phone off for awhile. And when I did finally get a hold of him, he sounded so annoyed with me. I think it may have been because he just woke up, but still. I also called him a little later to tell him to call Dan, and he sounded so unhappy or bored to talk to me. I mean, I don't think he was, but it sure sounded like it. I dunno, maybe I'm just being paranoid. I mean, I trust him very much, (I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT JAY!!!) so why am I being all paranoid? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!? I can't believe that Jay puts up with my wackiness and stupid thoughts like he does. I love him so much for that. :)

But still, I make myself so mad and I feel bad for doing it. I think a lot of it has to do with that I'm jealous that there are all these girls at GenCon, and I don't know what they'll do. :( I mean, I trust that Jay wouldn't do anything, because it would break my heart into a million tiny pieces and be a major asshole thing to do, but, I don't know about the girls.... I can't help this one, I've been cheated on TWICE and it sucks. It hurts so much, and ever since that happened, I've become quite untrusting of girls around my boyfriend. (Sorry, Jay. It has nothing to do with you, but it's true. I trust you, though!!!) I love him with all of my heart, so why do I do this?!?!? >:O I know that everything will be fine once he's back. God, what is wrong with me? I never wanted to be like this!! I wanted to be the fun girlfriend that DIDN'T drive her boyfriend crazy!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Ok, enough ranting about how big of a nut I am. I just had to get that off my chest.

noah's ark

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 00:28:32 GMT

today, i went to noah's ark in wisconsin dells with kenny, mike and siobhan....needless to say, for me, it wasn't that fun. i couldn't go on ANY waterslides because of my knee...so i had to hang by the wavepool while the others went on the slides. boo. then, it was really cold and it started to rain. double boo. so, today was kind of sucky for noah's ark. what happened to the sunny, hot weather that was supposed to be there? it would have been more fun if it were sunny and hot, not cold and rainy!!!

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 21:52:18 GMT

i am such a dork! i can't believe i forgot to update when jay and i had our 2 year! so, we had our 2 year anniversary on june 27...and he got me this beautiful necklace. it has 4 pink stones (sapphire, i think) in the shape of flower petals and in the center of those stones is a green one (i'm not sure what this one is). then, it has this gorgeous white pearl dangling below the "flower." it was an amazing gift; jay says it can be my "dress-up" necklace since i wear the one he got me for our 1 year all the time. hehehe....i love him!! he's the greatest boyfriend ever!! (except when he's crabby...then he's not so much fun...but i still love him!) yes, jay, i know you're going to read this...I LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'RE A CRAB. :)

oh, and i'm bleaching my hair tonight...it's also going to have bright red underneath it....yay!!!

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 17:37:27 GMT

ok, so major update!! i haven't updated since what, march? anyways...where to begin. on may 17th i had knee surgery because my right knee cap was to high and would constantly catch and cause me to collapse...i was sick of that because it happened since 5th grade (i'm 21 now....it was time.) things have gone well so far...but i still can't drive anywhere and it's been almost a month. i hate THAT!! i am the most stubborn and impatient person ever, and not being able to do anything for myself sucks. and let's just say that my boyfriend is the most wonderful and tolerant guy on the planet. he has driven to my house since pretty much day 1 because i can't...and he takes care of me. he hasn't complained once, even when i was a huge crab and couldn't do anything for myself.

i'm now able to bend it and walk around without crutches...but when i go out of the house i use the crutches and my brace. just to be safe. jay is so great...*sigh* oh, and our two year anniversary is coming up on the 27th (which i couldn't be any happier being with him!) it's hard to believe it's been two years, and everything is great. i couldn't ask for a better guy, and i don't want anyone else. and for it, i got him 2 black leather Ferrari-style racing seats...you should have seen his face when he opened them. :) that made me happy...but UPS is stupid and broke one of the seats lever-thingies on the side...completely broke it off. i was so upset with that that i almost started to cry. (jay doesn't know that, but now he will) i wanted everything to be perfect, and it wasn't because of UPS. grrr....but he kept reassuring me that he loved the seats. we returned them, and HOPEFULLY when new ones arrive, THEY WILL NOT BE BROKEN. i will be very upset again. i also got him some other stuff for our anniversry, but can't say what since jay will probably read this before than. hahaha....jay, i love you! but other than that...nothing much has happened. well, that's about it.

later days....

hello!!

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 19:19:39 GMT

WOW, i haven't been on here in a loooooong time. so, it's updation!!! hooray!! hmmm, let's see. actually, i've got nothing right now. ha! hmmm...maybe i'll return today if i remember something.. ok, bye bye! later days...

oooh..pretty

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:49:32 GMT

You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you. My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person! Become a VampireClick here!!

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Mysterious

67%

Diamond Eyes

50%

Passion

42%

Eyes full of Pain

33%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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hahaha

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:34:11 GMT

You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!

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Goth

85%

Rocker, Mosher

85%

Emo

55%

Skater

45%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

40%

Prepy

35%

Trendy

20%

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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hmmm.....i'm doomed? that's inconvenient

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:28:42 GMT

You scored as Anakin. You are Anakin. Powerful you are, but doomed also. Darkness will take
over your mind and body until all that you love is lost. But damn
do you look good doing it.

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Anakin

63%

The emperor

50%

Luke Skywalker

50%

Padme

38%

Obi-Wan

38%

Princess Leia Organa

38%

Yoda

38%

Darth Vader

13%

Chewbacca

13%

Which Star Wars character are you the most like???
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stupid people.

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:23:10 GMT

hello everyone! how's it going? it's monday, and i'm sitting in school. bored. there are these four people at the table next to me, and they are really freaking annoying, because there is this one girl whose voice is sooooo loud. i don't think she realizes it, but it's loud. it's like she's trying to out talk everyone around her, and her voice gets louder and louder....ahhhh!!! stupid girl. jay just shot me in the neck with a straw wrapper, and then in the ear with a spitball. but it wasn't a spitball, because it was dry...which hurt. boo. oh well. yeah, i don't know what else to say...oh, now there are these two girls at a table in front of me who are loud too. and, one is on her phone, which is on speaker phone, and has to be on the highest setting of volume, so it's loud too. stupid people. i don't get it. is this the "let's be as loud as we possibly can" day? grrr....people don't need to be yelling at each other to talk to one another. that's pretty sad when that's the case, don't you think? jay is shaking his head no. but he has no idea what i'm talking about. hahaha....yeah....that's about it. just ranting about how i hate people and them being loud and i'm able to hear their conversations which are either idiodic, having to with their sexual experiences, or all of the above. why don't people realize that no one wants to hear their conversations?!?!?!?!? ok, that is all.

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:19:54 GMT

ok, i don't mean to sound racist or anything, but why can't people in america speak mother-fucking english? why do we have to make instructions and other things in spanish as well as english now? WHY? WHY? WHY? i know that sounds all racist and stuff, but seriously. speak english if you're going to live in AMERICA, AN ENGLISH SPEAKING COUNTRY.

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:16:12 GMT

I FORGOT!! I AM NOW A CERTIFIED LICENSED BARTENDER!!! HOORAY!!! *even though i was one before...but can now make mixed drinks* :)

hidey-ho!

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 17:08:51 GMT

hello everybody. i haven't updated in a quite a while, so i thought i would. let's see. well, on january 27 it was my 21st birthday. :) hooray! jay took me out to dinner with our friends kenny, bill, rob, and barry. it was really fun. then, me, jay, rob, barry and kenny all went out to some bars. (bill had to go back home and some homework) we went to mo's irish pub, brew city and mcgillicuddy's. my friend riyan met up with us at mo's so that was cool. i had one shot of goldenschlager and some long island iced tea and fuzzy navel at mo's. i didn't like the shot or the long island. i liked the fuzzy navel, but i couldn't finish it because my stomach felt icky after the shot. kenny finished them all, and damn, was he gone. it was hilarious. oh, and there was a live band at mo's, and jay had kenny ask them if they would sing happy birthday to me, which they did. it was funny. then, we left mo's and went to brew city. kenny was hitting on the bartender, and gave her his number. he was so drunk that his number wasn't even legible. i had a sex on the beach (easy on the vodka), and i really liked that one. let's just say that i'm not a huge drinker. i like girly drinks. hehe. i hate vodka or tequila...actually, i pretty much hate all hard liquor. ah well. what can ya do, eh? i mean, it doesn't help that i'm so small, either. but all in all, it was a great time. and i got some really cool presents from my parents and sister and from jay. i got the labriynth dvd from katie and a mixed cd from her, and i got wallace and gromit dvd, the dark crystal dvd, a pillow, a hairdryer, a smelly thingy, full metal alchemist 2, and the book sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs from my parents. i got sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs from jay, and i also got invader zim 3, sonic heroes game, and the labriynth soundtrack. when my mom found out that jay got me the book and invader zim, she told me to let her talk to him. i had no idea what was going on, but when i opened the gifts from my parents, i found out. hahaha...so i traded the book from my parents for the helter skelter book. i was really happy with all my gifts. i really like my new pillow, because my old one was to squishy and hurt my neck and shoulder all the time. my new one is a memory foam one, and it shapes to my head. my neck and shoulder are no longer sore. yay! so, i had a really great birthday. let's see, yeah, that's actually pretty much it. it was my birthday. nothing else has really happened, besides school. so, yup. i have now updated.

HOORAY FOR ME! kenny broke it

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 16:28:57 GMT

I am a Space-invader.

I will happily recruit the help of friends to aid me in getting what I want. I have no tolerance for people getting in my way, and I am completely relentless until any threats or opposition are removed. I try to be down-to-earth, but something always seems to get in the way. What Video Game Character Are You?

updation

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 16:22:46 GMT

so i'm updating. hooray. so, let's see. i've been kicked out of my german class due to an incident with something pertaining with the head of the german department. heh...oops. i'm not going to go into it, but let's just say it's not good. um...there's about a week and a half left of school, and i can't wait for it to be over. i'm so excited for christmas! yay christmas!! :) my sister comes home this friday, so that'll be fun. um..oh, i have a choir concert at my school this afternoon, and we had to dress up, so i'm wearing a skirt, and it's freaking cold outside!! when i was walking to my history class this morning, i lost feeling in my legs. that was no fun. yeah....jay's a little crabby today cuz he's tired, which is no fun either. i don't like it when he's crabby...yeah, oh, and i'm in a bartending class at wctc, it's really fun. i'm learning how to make the popular drinks in the bars so then i can become a really good bartender. yeah, um...i can't really think of anything else to update on, so i'm gonna go.

later days...

cortney

today is friday...

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 17:05:27 GMT

yay! it's friday! that means no school until monday...:) yeah, but it sucks cuz i have to work tonite from 4:30-10, tomorrow from 7-3 (i am not a morning person!), and sunday from 12:30-5. so pretty much my whole weekend is shot cuz of work. booearns. but jay and i are going to hang out sometime in between those days, as usual. hahaha. kenny apparently saw a bearded lady last night. an actual bearded lady...ewwwww....i guess she was about 40 or so. yeah....there's nothing else i really have to say, just thought i'd update. :)

later days....

cortney

weird creepy comb-around guy has a friend!

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 20:32:37 GMT

ok, so the weird creepy comb-around guy had a friend this morning. it was quite strange to see him talking...he never talks to anyone. but, yeah, he had a friend. oh, and he made a whole entire cheese pizza for breakfast. i mean, it wasn't even cold, it was hot. i can understand cold, but not an entire hot cheese pizza. it still had the cardboard bottom and everything. and it was 7 in the morning. i wonder where he made it? this guy is weird! very, very weird.

that is all.

later days...

cortney

Comb-arounds and P.A.s? I DON'T THINK SO!!

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 14:47:53 GMT

ho hum. just sitting in the union at school, waiting for my 10 class to start. nothing really exciting happening. except that there is this guy who just walked by, and he's sitting by the window which is pretty far away from me, and i can hear the music on his headphones very clearly. that's probably not a good thing for his hearing, eh? oh well, his loss. literally. ha! *he's listening to A-HA's "Take On Me", that's really funny!! i love that song! hahaha!! yeah, oh, and the creepy "comb-around" guy is two tables behind me. he's so weird! he brings in boxes of cereal, and milk and a bowl and spoon, or, he'll bring in a head of lettuce, some other vegetables, a bag, yes i said BAG, of frozen corn, and he'll make his breakfast or lunch right at the table. it is the weirdest thing ever! oh, and why he's called "comb-around" guy is because he has a comb-over, but, it goes AROUND the back of his head! it's so DISGUSTING! *not to mention it's color is white/blonde on top, and brownish underneath* My friend Kenny and I can't figure out how or why he does, although Kenny does see him in the men's locker room, putting hairspray and gel, and blowing drying it to the shape that it's in. it's so ugly! *shudder* i feel bad for the guy, he just doesn't have a clue. and i guess when it's wet, it all just hangs to one side. EWWWWW!!! oh, and another thing that Kenny told me, *this is very disturbing. you have been warned*, this man has a P.A.! Kenny walked into the locker room, and there this guy was, laying on a bench, naked, and spread-eagle, and the man has a prince albert. that is incredibly DISGUSTING!!! So, this man has a comb-around, makes an entire meal here at school, and has a p.a. could he get any creepier? i'm pretty sure he can, i just don't want to find out about it. ewww.....ok, yeah, that's all for now. i'm pretty much disturbed out of my mind now...

later days...

cortney

choir concert

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 15:17:39 GMT

ok, so my choir concert was on friday. it was all right, besides the fact that the university choir didn't sing much (that's the choir i'm in). it was mostly orchestra and mixed choral and women's choir. but, whatever. i heard a lot of good things afterwards though. a lot of people were very impressed. there were over 900 people there, and they actually had to turn people away! wow. i've never had that happen before. that's pretty cool. but, i still hate choir, and i'm defintely not joining next semester. it's just not fun here. but, i'll live, and i'm sure they'll live without me. i've heard a lot of people say they're not joining next semester either. hmm...maybe there's something wrong there? i think so...yeah... that's about it.

oh, and i have a UTI...those suck majorly!! i hate them!! i feel like i have to pee, but i don't...ahhhh!! so very uncomfortable....just thought i'd mention that.

later days...

cortney

Cold + Choir = Crap!

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 14:09:26 GMT

Oh, what a crappy day! It's cloudy, and SNOWY and just plain cold (30 degrees..ewww). Ick. No fun. It's the kind of cold that gets right down into your bones...brr...I hate that feeling. Other than the icky weather, I'm doing just fine. I finished my German paper last night, it's a page and half, even though it only had to be one page. :) I'm not quite sure I got all the wording correct, but I'll find out, won't I? Yes...oh, and this Friday I have my Choir concert. We're going to singing Carmina Burana, and the University Orchestra will be playing along with us. It sounds really, really cool. But, the fact that the choir department is having us have our rehearsals on days that we don't have class makes me really mad, because I have class at the time they set the rehearsals up! I think I've already mentioned this before; if I have, too bad, you're all going to read it again. :) But, how stupid is that? They expect us to miss class for a rehearsal? Um, let me think, NO. I'm paying for that class, not to rehearse during that class time. I hate this choir. It's ridiculous. I'm not joining next semester, which is really sad to say, considering I love to sing, and I normally wouldn't give that up, but this choir is to fucked up. I mean, I suffered 4 years of choir with Ms. Pfeiler, aka Satan, at Arrowhead! But, I just can't do this one. They are taking away from my learning time, and since I'm paying for my classes, that's just not acceptable. So, I haven't been going to the rehearsals; I've been going to class instead. :) If they have a problem with it, they can pay me the tuition that I spent on that class that they wanted me to miss. Yes they damn well can. Oh, it's not snowing anymore. Just being cold and cloudy. Icky. Yeah, I don't know what else to say. I was just ranting a bit. Sorry, just had to get that off of my chest.

Later days...

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:17:52 GMT

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jamie is your soulmate.

You truly love Jason.

You consider Alix your true friend.

You know that Katie is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Siobhan for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Adrian is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Kenny is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Bill is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Bill changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Chelsea is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Chelsea has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:14:13 GMT

CORTNEY
C	is for	Classy
O	is for	Odd
R	is for	Refreshing
T	is for	Tame
N	is for	Neglected
E	is for	Edgy
Y	is for	Yummy

What Does Your Name Mean?

:)

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:08:10 GMT

I GOT A JOB!! HOORAY!! I now work at Ballistic Beans and Beverages in Brookfield Square. My first day is tonight at 5-close....we'll see how goes, huh? But, I finally got a job! :) yay!

it's tuesday!

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 17:45:10 GMT

hello hello! how are we all doing? i'm just fine, besides the fact i have a headache. but i took some advil, so hopefully that will help. it's tuesday, and on thursday i have to go to court. i got a ticket at jay's house for parking overnite awhile back. it's a $40 ticket! what the hell?!? and they gave it to me at 3:17 AM. yeah, like i'm going to be awake at 3:17 and think, "oh, i should really move my car off of the street." it's so stupid! and there are NO SIGNS anywhere in the neighborhood that say that there is no overnite parking allowed. jay and his parents had no idea that i couldn't do that either. mrs. mazurek called the department, and they said that it's in the city ordinance, and you need to get permission to park overnite. well, she didn't know that, and i didn't know that, especially since i'm not even from brookfield, i'm from hartland where overnite parking is allowed! it's so stupid. i refuse to pay $40 for something that i didn't know i couldn't do! i think that the cop who gave me the ticket must have been REALLY bored or something. oh, and on the ticket is doesn't even say it was a violation of city ordinance....hello, you kind of need that on there! well, i'm going to go before jay types something weird on here.

later days....

HIM IS THE GREATEST BAND ON EARTH!!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 14:35:32 GMT

I saw HIM on Sunday night at the Rave, and HOLY SHIT! It was amazing! They put on a great show, it was so fun to watch and listen to. They are GREAT live. I just about died when they came on stage...ask Jay. Haha. I knew every single song that they played, well, except the last one, cuz it was a Ramones song, and I don't listen to the Ramones. But other than that I knew all their songs. It was such a fun night...except for the people who were bitching about "wow, I really like this thing called a 'line.'" We were waiting for the doors to open in the Rave Bar, and you know the bar is RIGHT IN THE CENTER OF THE ROOM, and you can't form a line in there with so many people...anyways, they were bitching cuz they were there since noon (why, I can't figure that out), so they must have thought they got first dibs or something. Well, they kept bitching, and people were all like, "Shut the Fuck UP! You're all fucking crazy!", and stuff like that. They must never have been to a show at the Rave before or something. Oh, and then some doors openend for the balcony and everyone ran upstairs, but at first no one knew what was going on...but, those complainers lost their "spot in line", it was awesome. Ha...yeah. But, Jay and I waited upstairs to go on the balcony, and got a great spot when the Rave people let us in. I've never seen the Rave so packed before. It was just a sea of people...and there was a fight that broke out when Finch was playing...which was a hell of a lot more interesting than Finch. They sucked so much...I can't even begin to explain. They were TERRIBLE. I don't think anybody could get into that performance; not even the band, they sucked that much. But, HIM made it all worth while. They were amazing, and I had an awesome night. I'm really glad I have an amazingly wonderful boyfriend named Jason who got me that ticket. *sigh* (I hope he had fun too!) It was a just a great time....HIM IS THE GREATEST BAND ON EARTH!!

*I LOVE YOU JAY! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!*